sorry and this would never happen again and can we start it back? :'(

recently i hve a big fight with my foster sister. really a big fight. and here is what i sent it to her. to ask her apologize.


sorry because: cant TAKE CARE of u all over time. cant LOVING u like i was supposed to do. it was my fault that we FIGHT. im LYING to u.
and now i have few question that i want to ask to you.
1. can you forgive me?
2. can we start back our relationship?
3. can i start missing u again?

seriously after we have a BIG FIGHT i really miss you.. SERIOUSLY. i always thinking about you MIRA..

can you forgive me, your useless and stupid foster brother? can we start it again?

:'( ♥



why im begging to her to start it back? you guyz maybe think that I'm desperate or stupid or something like that. well actually.. i was afraid to loosing her. she is my first foster sister and the only one. she is the first gurl that i really care and love very2 much.  the source if this fight is starting with me but officially is ZAMIR! yeah. i told him about my prob and he scold her. he is really stupid! i help him too much and he reply with THIS SHIT?! please la zamir! you really an official source of this! i really hope that u can slow talk with her. HUH! now what is im hoping is she can forgive me and start it back. i really miss her! like aliah said in her blog 'get a life'. but the question is.. can i get my life back without her? oh GOD help me... :'(