Direstui?

Assalamualaikum. topik ini amat la mengejutkan aku. haha. baru2 nie aku nk text org yg aku ske uh. tp adik dye lak yg layan. so we texting.. this is my conversation with her.

Her: Aaa, dye krm salam blek... ko ngan dye ok ke?
Me: Wa'alaikumsalam. ape maksod ko okay ke x? xfahamlah.
Her: Tah la, dlu mcm rapat je. skang? nauzubillah
Me: dlu time skolah. mmg la. skang dh x skolah. dye pun kerja. x kan nk kacau kot -,-

then smbang some craps then she asking me again

Her: nk knal akak aku dgn lbih mndalam x?
Me. nak if ade peluang. haha
Her: So? grab the chance lah.
Me: haha kwan dye ckap dye dh ade BF lah. peace
Her: nonsense. if u dont wanna grab the chance now, u'll never get the chance anymore.

aku diam smentare. btol gak ape yg adik dye ckap. tp aku x cukup berani nk grab it.

well. maybe she right. klau aku terlambat, aku x dpt nk bersame dgn dye dh. its kind of ergghh...

she also text me this "Ko xde duit kenk kuar ngan diorg nnti? aku bleh bagi pnjam. aku bkn ape. aku nk tlong ko nie."

and she expect me that her and her sis can get some love from me.

she also text yg dye dh x sbar nk pnggil aku "ABANG". ouh. that really surprising me.

i must have courage to express my feeling to her (SFZ). because, i really think that she is my only girl. The First And The Last. :)